I had a best friend who always guided me through my problems. She was very mature & gradually, I started falling for her but didn't confess, thinking that it would affect our friendship. After a year, I confessed this to her but she started avoiding me & it became very hard for me. I started experiencing depressive episodes. It took 6 months for me to get over it. Later, I started dating another girl whom I met online & we went on a few dates. We had the best time, but she started manipulating me emotionally to take frequent financial help from me. It was getting toxic & repetitive so I decided to cut myself off from this and broke up. I have healed through time and intend to help you too.