I always had low self-esteem & craved for the attention of the opposite gender as my father was never available for me. This was also reflected in my relationships as I grew up. Once, I was in such a toxic relationship that I was about to commit suicide. I was suffering from depression & that guy was not letting me go. He was so obsessive & controlling that I lost all my friends & family. I even lost focus on my career & that was the point I realized I need to make difference in my life. Meditation helped me to get strong & I was finally able to push him out of my life. Today, I realize how much I have changed myself for the better. I am happy now & I hope I can help you with the same.