Coming from humble beginnings, I witnessed my parents struggle to make ends meet, resulting in an unbearably toxic environment at home. I have witnessed frequent fights, abuses, and hurt. I have been sexually abused as a child by tutors, and I never had the guts to stand up for myself. This caused deep bitterness within my soul, and I held grudges against my parents and could never completely trust anyone. I had friends, but I couldn't express my deepest feelings to them because I was afraid of being judged. Eventually, I found meditation and started practicing gratitude. Let's seek clarity together and we will find our way back. And for that let's connect and share our thoughts.